free

here i am, sitting in a swanky lobby of a prominent hotel in bangkok – feeling refreshed and relaxed after an unbelievably good sleep in my cool room (19 degC) on a king-size bed with amazing pillows – sipping my cappuccino and nibbling on a delicate pistachio cake, and typing this entry.

when i think about him now, i feel neutral, indifferent, and… free.

and that feels good.

it’s about time anyway.

to start a new chapter of my life.

 

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true love

for a second, i was in control
i had it once, i lost it though
and all along the fire below would rise

and i wish you could have let me know
what’s really going on below
i’ve lost you now, you let me go
but one last time

tell me you love me
if you don’t then lie
oh lie to me

remember once upon a time
when i was yours and you were blind
the fire would sparkle in your eyes
and mine

so tell me you love me
if you don’t then lie
oh lie to me
just tell me you love me
if you don’t then lie
oh lie to me
if you don’t then lie
oh lie to me

and call it true
call it true love
call it true
call it true love